why

I KNEW i should have just said that i wasnt coming home for vacation and then i would have NEVER had to leave my house and NEVER had to go see shana. gosh i dont know why i bother caring, it rips my heart out to see her living the way she is.

3 more FUCKING DAYS! jeesum sorry spazum there but i can NOT FUCKING wait. oh my fucking lord i miss KEVIN so much and LIZ and JUSTIN. i miss others too, but not as much as those 3....gosh i missed them the 2nd day i was here.

im getting on the bus with my KEVY and then we can actually start HAVING a relationship lol. and then 4 hrs later i see LIZ and then 3 hrs after that i see JUSTIN. and then ill be unpacking all my shit from my locker with LIZ the rest of the night lol.

so im doing my laundry tomorrow and then picking out the perfect outfit to wear. something that makes Kevy think "BAM oh yeah, thats my woman" when he sees me get out of the vehicle. yeah im crazy and i know it....*claps her hands*

so kera yeah when you pop, you better fuckin call me. 1-207-328-4212 options 2, 2, 6. in that order. and even if you have to leave a fuckin message just tellin me they were born and they and you are fine and sometime to call you back. DO IT!!

so i really wanna lose 3 pounds! yeah i watched mean girls again last night, but hey i can say that and mean it cuz ive gained 3 lbs since ive been home lol. yeah but im sure ill lose it quick enough with all this god damn diahrea i have.

thats all. toodles